Asking dealers at the casino if my money’s real if my swag is real if my heart can be heard and seen. They tell me yes! Yes! The 100 dollars I found on the street is real and it is clear to anyone with eyes and ears that I am too: I am a big person holding big money and that’s something many people aren’t entirely too sure what to do with. Enough people in fact that I could do well to spread far and wide around here, far wide and never be seen again, other than grinning hands spaced out just so as to hold that big ol’ bill up high. 

Have you ever lost 100 dollars that wasn’t even yours? It feels the same. I’m trying to answer the question of how much money you have to lose before you feel something and the answer is any money at all.